It is with sadness that I realize that you and she have left me. Now I am the Matriarch of this here family. Such a legacy, and with amazingly big shoes to fill. But I believe that you believe that I could do it. My heart is full of such great emotions. Times missed but love never lost. I awaken to dreams of what you left behind, I ask for assistance on how to reach her, how to stay connected to them. You remind me that we are all still grieving, and our loss is what binds us, and our blood is what fuels us. I miss you from way deep. But I promise to step into these shoes and wear them.
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