Fear Speaks Loud

Fear speaks loudly when you don’t allow people to grow past your comfort zones. Finding fault with people who grow past your understanding, intellect, wisdom or ability to change grow and evolve says more about you than them. You must ask yourself “What am I afraid of? ”

Ability to Love Equals Consciousness

There is no real consciousness without love. Hear me out. Consciousness means the awareness or perception of something. You cannot be aware or perceive a thing if you’re not willing to really look at it consciously. To fully be aware or to perceive something you must care enough to look deeper. That caring is love, and true love allows you to perceive something or someone deeper than its surface or physicality. So, The degree in which you are capable of love is equal to your level of consciousness. When I speak of love I’m not speaking of familial love but the ability to understand because of love. Love allows you to expand your level of consciousness. The conscious ability to love brings about the ultimate level of understanding.  This is why “Love” is the 1st commandment or tenet in most religions. Because love doesn’t seek out to do harm. It doesn’t look for people to harm with words or fists. It understands humanity at a cosmic level. Love opens the door to consciousness allowing you to expand and experience life on a higher level. An example of higher level of consciousness through love is seeing the true nature of someone’s character or behavior and being able to see where it is coming from and understanding that it has nothing to do with you. That you need not take on the responsibility of their possible insults, or guilt from their words or their level of fear because fear is the opposite of love. When people are fearful that fear sometimes produces hate or insecurities. But through love and the understanding that everyone you come in contact with represents a version of yourself or what we call God. This is a higher level of consciousness that many people aren’t willing to go due to ego. But, this level however gives you an opportunity to see deeper within them or past their imperfections and neither want to cause them harm vocally, physically, emotionally or mentally. To do so puts you in Ego which makes you believe that you must say something negative about them or back to them if they have said something that could offend you to “show them who you are” or to “put them in their place” or “to let them know who they are messing with” because you don’t want them or anyone who might’ve heard them speak to you in that manner or tone to think that you’re weak. When responding doesn’t make you strong. It places you at their level, vibration and/or frequency. Most times it weakens your aura because it’s like arguing with a two year old, or someone who has mental deficits or lacks mental capacities. Your ability through love is able to understand that they are not fully aware  or that they are vibrating on a low frequency and often makes you feel sorry or bad for them because they are in the stage of ignorance. That they lack the mental capacity to do something different or be something different but you don’t egoically feel bad to make them look ignorant. You just know that they are, ignorant.

Ignorance is the denial or inability to gain knowledge or truth. One’s ability to ignore knowledge or truth could be for a myriad of reasons and through love you understand that and that is what brings about a higher level of consciousness because you too understand a time when you might’ve been like them, ignorant and denying truth or knowledge.


Repetition can be the creator or destroyer of our world. Our words on repeat reverberate the frequency of our now existence. Bringing life and death through the sound of manufactured utterances that control the future that becomes the now. The present of a moment designed between syllables traveling cords, vibrating through organs to break habits or to restore them. To give light to seeds sewn in darkness or to drown them in doubt, fear or despair. Fixating on mantras to edify build up and manifest or to delude, tear down and silence hopes and dreams by speaking into existence the state of your exacerbated heart reran daily on a consistent loop. It is the power of the eye or the lack there of that shapes our world. The seat of the mind’s eye to bring into forever our dreams or nightmares linguistically. Repetition, one side of the pole brings vibrations so high it transforms worlds into places unseen before, most beautiful in all its wondrous glory or the lowest of vibratory frequencies that lands you in hell. A place of purgatory within the mind between the spirit and soul. Choose ye this day which repetitive utterances you’ll speak consistently to create the world you say you want. Be sure to check in daily from moment to moment to see if they match and if they don’t continually say what you want until it does.


It’s always a blessing to be in a space where others outside of you know your value and take the opportunity to act upon it. To have someone send for you because they can. The moment you realize that someone sees your value is when you begin to notice the things they do to invest in you.  There is honor in that because you know that they value you. The goal should be, for me anyway, to be of value to others and the only way to really know that you are is if they tell you, show you or you can see your words in their actions. It might not even be directly what you said or did, but you know your words, deeds, or actions inspired it.

Keep Growing. Just now, I decided that I want to be an ascended master.

When you think of being your best, greatest, highest self, what are the first words that come to mind? For me I think of having the ability to operate at my highest level all the time no matter what, my word is “consistency”. That is what comes to mind for me. This has been the most difficult if I may be real honest.

It is easier being amongst those that get you. Those that inner stand just who you are and don’t just get it, but love “it”. The more honest we are about ourselves the more like minds we attract to us. We must not focus on those that mind who we are. Don’t be frightened that your Tribe won’t come. Life is a blessing and the more you allow yourself to experience it (all of it) then you’ll always be in the right place at the right time.

This past weekend was something for the books. I got to enjoy first and foremost, and work with this amazing couple shown in the picture above. I am always honored to have them in my presence. I get to sit at the feet of living legends. I am so, so, so, very honored and proud to be in intimate spaces with these two. The conversations are so rich, authentic and most of all genuine. I sought out maybe 7 years ago a tribe of people after watching, listening and feeling the types of energy I felt were most needed in my immediate life and it wasn’t very many, but it was enough to help me on this journey and I on the other hand would do the same in return. I’m not looking for excuses when things don’t go as one would think but I’ve learned that it is all good for learning. And when you pay attention, you can do so much more. I am grateful for these two right here. The food was delicious from the beginning to the end. The physical food and the Spiritual food. The energy reciprocated was off the charts. I am HONORED and blessed to say that you both are my TRIBE. Thank you for your hospitality it was soul feeding.

Downloads come at such beautiful times. This weekend my Tribe asked me how I will receive downloads and I told her that I’ve already started. They started that night is what I told her but they actually started Friday while waiting at DFW Airport to board my next flight to their home. It’s amazing how the Universe offers you things to be grateful for out of the blue. This weekend was beautiful. Our kinship went to another level in this Tribal family.

Downloads will allow you to see something deeper than you’ve ever seen before. You know you can control how you feel about things right?

There really aren’t any rules to the game you really can just make it up as you go along. You could allow yourself to be in the flow and not resist its direction. You could just be succumbing to life’s sway.  In a positive way. It’s a shame I have to say that (in a “positive” way), we should all believe in and expect good things to happen to us and for us and not have to add the word “positive” we should just expect that it is. And because of us sometimes. We made the best decision, and it pays off. We have Intuition all the time trying to tell us which way to go. I believe some of us just want to go our own way and ain’t nothing wrong with that. This here is your choice so it’s “all” your own way. If it’s getting you the results you require, then who am I or anyone else for that matter to say anything. But if there’s no clear reward then maybe you should try something different.

I like conversations where they can just flow. They flow back and forth, in and out. They tell stories never before heard and they deepen a connection with every word. I feel the ground shifting underneath me, but I am grounded and that makes me happy. We are on the threshold of something new and I feel the light from its beauty. It’s going to be gooodddd! Anyway, I took a different path. But I’m not going back. Downloads are beautiful. They allow you to see things from a place of growth and evolution and it makes you feel good. How do you receive downloads?

9 Years on WordPress

Thanks for the reminder WordPress. I’ve been writing for years. I remember starting out on blogspot and moving over here to WordPress.

Lately I’ve been speaking with some amazing individuals about the lack of representation of those doing the in-between work. The work between reaching a new level and mastering it. I’ve requested of them to share their experiences to assist others on the same road or path. Some people want to be done before showing the results and that’s okay too, but what I believe is that some of us are visual learners and learn best from seeing someone else do “it”. Whatever” it” is. Spirituality, learning growing, teaching, or whatever; it’s usually ‘messy’ and ‘chaotic’. A time of unknown and uncertainty. Where you look like a kindergartner in 9th grade. And of course you feel uncomfortable unsure if you belong or are supposed to be there. It’s usually a pretty chaotic time. The chaos is usually not shown. It’s kept away from the public eye. Especially not in real time. The looking crazy as you grow through all of the lessons physically and mentally, some having to be repeated because although the message was clear you chose to take a different route. Simply put, some people have to be the ones to be the example. Be vulnerable and open up so that those on the same path may be able to get answers to questions they need, see how something didn’t or did work for you. We are all teachers and students. There’s no room for ego here. I share a lot on my blog’s website. My spiritual journey has been filled with evolving situations. The Universe has required multiple transformations of me. I will never be the same and wouldn’t want to. On my website I share my experiences because I believe in global healing.
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