I didn’t do the best
sometimes I get down
on myself
because it could’ve
been different
I don’t know
if they would’ve
been better
but I know
that I wouldn’t be here
and it’s hard to
enjoy here
when all the buildings
are tumbling
down around me
because the foundation
was shaky from the beginning
It hurts
but I’m not
sure how to even
make it
better
I know that it’s not a loss
cause everything’s possible
but where to start
and what to do
how do we
step up
to the next
level
cause this one
is
old
and I’m tired
of getting down on myself
and I want to heal
but every time
you do that thing
you do
my back seems
to go lower
and I just
can’t bend any
lower
any more.
~Kaiology
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