I’m trying to continue in a positive
thought
trying to dismiss and not stuff
down
the negative that wants to try
and choke me out
I remind myself what God
has already done
I didn’t think
that I would have to sit back
at times
and go hard on others
I didn’t know what it would
look like
I’m not complaining
but you’ve got to do some work
you gotta go to a place so deep
deep in your soul
not your heart because it’s too
emotional
but that place that takes
you to another level
A level you know is there
and you just want
to see what that’s like
You have to give yourself
some leeway
it’s not all going to be perfect
sometimes it will
and it’ll be worth it
but it’s not going to happen
every time
but you have to keep trying
it’s there.