For A Moment


Had I not been

here at this time

I wondered for a

moment

what it might

look like but

I think about

the close interactions

without touch

and how they

travel soul

deep

that would not have

happened

so I’m

not late

I’m right

on time. ~ KaiologyInk #Kaism #Kai2point

Time Winding Down


I see the time winding down

but I still sit

and I wait

my heart wants

to beat

faster

but I slow it

down

teaching it to wait

It’s workin’

but the time

still

ticks

every time it remembers

the time

how close it is

my heart

wants to pant

wants my breathe

to shorten

so I can’t breathe

but I

slow it down

I talk to it

as I talk to

myself

because as the

Heart wants

to speed up

the limbs

want to contract

it wants to ball

up because

the feeling of time

running out

makes you want

to disappear

but you talk

yourself out of it

you said you wanted

to see

what would happen

so…wait, have faith. ~Kai Mann © 2014        Kaiology #Kaism #Kai2pointO

I’ll Wait


I want it

but I’ve learned

not to rush it

that just means

something isn’t ready

either I ain’t ready

or the time isn’t right

or something

I’ll wait

(I am not rushing nothing anymore. I’d rather get it right.)

~Kai2pointO

Did you?


Time where the rubber

meets the road

where the time is now

to take faith

and put it into action

the time is now

to put everything you’ve learned

to the test

to prove it

to prove you

to prove him

You didn’t think you

were just going to talk

that talk

and not have to

walk that walk

Did you?

Honesty


How honest are you

Really

Are you

able to tell

someone that you love that

you’re having some trouble

with your past

Are you able to be

Truthful

When it’s necessary

If it was time for you

to go

and you knew it

would you be honest

enough to say so

Love is Forever


Love is forever

don’t be fooled

That love that

was meant

It resists time

Can’t see distance

and feels through

skin and bone

it is deeper

than all of the oceans

of any

sea

Love transcends

all things

anything else

isn’t really love

at all

Real Talk


Why don’t we talk real

talk

to one another

why don’t we say

what we feel

And when can we

get to the place

where the other

is receiving the words

the way

they were meant.

How do we

get there

By talking

and

asking questions

And

waiting for answers

Who’s really listening

I just

want to talk

like that

all of the time

Real

Do What Makes You Happy


KaismThere has to come a time in your life where you just do what makes you happy. Surely, you can get to do that. I finally have decided that I’m going to do just that.

Not trying to hurt anyone else but I just want to do what I want without condemnation or guilt. And I won’t. I won’t look for or seek those feelings out.

There has to come a time in your life where you don’t care what anyone else has to say. You don’t hurt nobody and you don’t want nobody hurting you; so you do what you want to do, because time, is short.

Sometimes we fool ourselves to say that we ain’t supposed to do what we want. We not supposed to be happy. Everybody else is but not us. I won’t play martyr. I don’t know how much time I’ve got left. I’m going to do what I want to do and not feel guilty about it. Not no more.

I feel free to love me and do some things that will allow me to be my most authentic self. That’s what I want in-spite of anything. Whatever anything is.

I don’t want to even hear what others think. If I choose to wear white pants in the middle of winter I’m going to do it because you’re not guaranteed to be here next summer. I’m going to wear what I want, when I want. I don’t want to hear anybody say nothing negative. I’m not looking for it. I don’t care to hear it, because I don’t care about it. I just want to live.

I just want to live and be happy. I want to write, feel free to love me, to find me, so that if and when I can be my best me, for you.

If you want to come along that would be even better; but if not, that’s up to you….I’ll see you!