Had I not been
here at this time
I wondered for a
moment
what it might
look like but
I think about
the close interactions
without touch
and how they
travel soul
deep
that would not have
happened
so I’m
not late
I’m right
on time. ~ KaiologyInk #Kaism #Kai2point
I see the time winding down
but I still sit
and I wait
my heart wants
to beat
faster
but I slow it
down
teaching it to wait
It’s workin’
but the time
still
ticks
every time it remembers
the time
how close it is
my heart
wants to pant
wants my breathe
to shorten
so I can’t breathe
but I
slow it down
I talk to it
as I talk to
myself
because as the
Heart wants
to speed up
the limbs
want to contract
it wants to ball
up because
the feeling of time
running out
makes you want
to disappear
but you talk
yourself out of it
you said you wanted
to see
what would happen
so…wait, have faith. ~Kai Mann © 2014 Kaiology #Kaism #Kai2pointO
Sometimes you have to get with
yourself
You gotta know you
we take the time
to learn everyone else
but ourselves.
I want it
but I’ve learned
not to rush it
that just means
something isn’t ready
either I ain’t ready
or the time isn’t right
or something
I’ll wait
(I am not rushing nothing anymore. I’d rather get it right.)
~Kai2pointO
Time where the rubber
meets the road
where the time is now
to take faith
and put it into action
the time is now
to put everything you’ve learned
to the test
to prove it
to prove you
to prove him
You didn’t think you
were just going to talk
that talk
and not have to
walk that walk
Did you?
How honest are you
Really
Are you
able to tell
someone that you love that
you’re having some trouble
with your past
Are you able to be
Truthful
When it’s necessary
If it was time for you
to go
and you knew it
would you be honest
enough to say so
Love is forever
don’t be fooled
That love that
was meant
It resists time
Can’t see distance
and feels through
skin and bone
it is deeper
than all of the oceans
of any
sea
Love transcends
all things
anything else
isn’t really love
at all
Why don’t we talk real
talk
to one another
why don’t we say
what we feel
And when can we
get to the place
where the other
is receiving the words
the way
they were meant.
How do we
get there
By talking
and
asking questions
And
waiting for answers
Who’s really listening
I just
want to talk
like that
all of the time
Real
There has to come a time in your life where you just do what makes you happy. Surely, you can get to do that. I finally have decided that I’m going to do just that.
Not trying to hurt anyone else but I just want to do what I want without condemnation or guilt. And I won’t. I won’t look for or seek those feelings out.
There has to come a time in your life where you don’t care what anyone else has to say. You don’t hurt nobody and you don’t want nobody hurting you; so you do what you want to do, because time, is short.
Sometimes we fool ourselves to say that we ain’t supposed to do what we want. We not supposed to be happy. Everybody else is but not us. I won’t play martyr. I don’t know how much time I’ve got left. I’m going to do what I want to do and not feel guilty about it. Not no more.
I feel free to love me and do some things that will allow me to be my most authentic self. That’s what I want in-spite of anything. Whatever anything is.
I don’t want to even hear what others think. If I choose to wear white pants in the middle of winter I’m going to do it because you’re not guaranteed to be here next summer. I’m going to wear what I want, when I want. I don’t want to hear anybody say nothing negative. I’m not looking for it. I don’t care to hear it, because I don’t care about it. I just want to live.
I just want to live and be happy. I want to write, feel free to love me, to find me, so that if and when I can be my best me, for you.
If you want to come along that would be even better; but if not, that’s up to you….I’ll see you!
