I Come With Words


I come with words

spoken and not

never to be forgot

words in every thought

In life my lot

Lessons learned I got

to change life’s plot

I come with words

to seek and be sought

No price ever bought

For the wars I fought

The teachings through him I taught

I come with words

gifts written to speak

life lessons to teach

limitless skies to reach

head over feet

I come with words

amplified on the screen

motions on the scene

spoken by the team

spewing them out like feens

I come with words

guaranteed to be spoken

throat quenching no chokin’

spirits left unbroken

no need for the token

cause we are the chosen

I come with words

~Kai2pointO~

 

I like her


I like her

even though she’s a brat

I see underneath that

She is very thankful

but knows that

she’s not getting

anything more

than what she

deserves

for the level

she’s on

She knows who its from

I like her

because she’s brave

brave enough to say

she’s winning

we’re too scared

to acknowledge

where we are

because it could

get taken

or

we’ll just give it away

to anyone

Because we thought

we could handle it

but can’t

Another Level


You know how we get

all

holier than thou

And we

think about what

we wouldn’t do

so

but what if

the Creator asked you

It might seem

crazy

to everyone else

but

he wants you to

And

When you’re done

you’ll have gone to a whole

other level

What if

the person who you thought

was doing something

wrong

or crazy

because you wouldn’t

that God would

What if you

were about to

watch a miracle

unfold

I said

“Let me see one”

Who would’ve thought

I’m Ready


The Heat

I’m ready

I wasn’t sure that I’d get here

I wasn’t sure because I thought I was further away than I was.

Seeking the Universe because I know it’s on my side

It’s trying to help me

It holds my heart close

It keeps me moving forward

Sometimes the steps are slow

but I’m coming.

Shoot! I know that I’m not the only one because what he put in me, he put in you…

Just Write~September 13, 2013


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You ever feel like all that you are and all that you know is changing underneath your feet? I’ve heard for many years about the Creator being the potter and we’re the clay but today, I am totally feeling it.  I feel like I’m being stretched, pulled, and shaped into something brand new and most times it is very uncomfortable but I know that it’s for my good.

Those around me may not know that something is going on looking from the outside in, but my spirit is changing.  For about the last nine or ten years I’ve asked the Creator to give me the ability to discern other people’s spirits. I asked of this because I knew that I needed the ability to do so if I were to move forward in life quicker and not be at a standstill or a loss because I had closed my eyes to the world around me. In my past life it took me longer to recover from not seeing people and things for who and what they were because I had walked through life blindly and when the shoe dropped I had acted as if I didn’t see it coming. To me, the spirit of discernment is just the ability to see things for what they are, make the best decision possible, and act upon that decision.

I have seen what I believe are distinct instances into the characteristics of some people around me and it is hard sometimes to not want to allow a person chance after chance to get it right, especially after you’ve told them who you are and what you will and will not allow. Often they make light of it or disrespect it. Not blatantly but in a get over it or yourself type of way by ignoring your words and continue to do the same as before you so stated.  I will them to see me and to get who I am but it is not always so, I move on. In my discernment I recognize that I don’t have time to wait for those around me to get it because I’m trying to get it myself.  My thought is, even if you don’t get it, respect it, and respect me. I came to the conclusion that not all, but many paths in my life I’ve allowed others to decide how they wanted to see me and I then acted accordingly or never corrected them. Now, life is about being better to me and finding out what feels right for me. I say for, and not to because they are not always the same. What’s right for me doesn’t always immediately feel good to me.

I never understood the concept of saying “so and so is trying to hold me back,” well I don’t know what the circumstances surrounding anyone else has been but I believe that the people holding me back could possibly be me. I say it could possibly be me because although there are instances where I’ve noticed the forcefulness of others to try to pull me into their world; I’ve had to resist the temptation to do so. And when I couldn’t or shall I say didn’t, I was left to pick up pieces of myself. It can be hard because it either feels like you’re being insensitive to their needs, or you’re being selfish, or that you’re being rude by not indulging them. Trust me, I don’t use the term forceful lightly either. When people don’t respect your boundaries or who you are, it feels like they are forcing you to either conform to what they want and not what you need. It is a pulling away of your soul. The sad part is that I don’t think that people recognize that they are tearing you away from your soul in order to change you into what they prefer. At least I’d rather think that they don’t know because the other thought would be way too much to bear.

A Lesson In Friendship~My Sister’s Keeper


I posted last week how I was given the opportunity to speak to a group of young ladies.  Well, during the conversation with them I asked “What is the best thing to do if I have an issue with her (pointing to their coach), talk to her or tell someone else?” Well, a couple of the girls said “tell someone else.” I then asked “Why” and one of the young ladies said “Well, wouldn’t that hurt her feelings?”  I said what do you think would hurt more, me telling her (again pointing to their coach) and saying “There is something that you do that bothers me” or telling someone else, then she hears it from them and of course, have more maybe added to it?”  I could see the light bulbs come on.

I told these young ladies that most of us are pretty much let go into the world without real lessons in how to be a friend so we emulate what we see others do. The awful part about this is that most of us continue to do the same when we become women.

Today, I got to thinking “When you talk behind someone’s back is it that you’re being nasty or that you really don’t want that person to know how you really feel?”  The one thing that I told these young ladies is that when you tell someone how you really feel, you allow them the opportunity to fix the problem. If you don’t tell them, you don’t allow them to fix it. Giving someone the opportunity of knowing how you feel about something and even if they tell you that they can’t fix it, at least now you know that it’s something they can’t help or they don’t want to fix, either way you know the reason and you can move on from there.  But in the grand scheme of things, why wouldn’t someone really try to fix something that you don’t like?  It’s all about intentions. Do you want the problem to go away or not? Are you willing to fix it or not?

When we become our sister’s keepers we begin to treat each other with respect. We won’t seek to hurt each other with our words or actions. Of course, this will not happen overnight but the goal is to consciously give thought to how we should treat one another before we take action.