Have You Ever Had To Apologize?


You ever have to apologize for not being you?

Sometime we think we know who we are and then we present ourselves that way and that ain’t even us. We get into relationships portraying who we think that other people want us to be instead of who we really are; til bits and pices of us start bursting out like fat on Professor Klump.

I think I’ve got a lot of people I need to apologize to because when they met me, I was somebody else. But, maybe that’s a good thing.

 

 

It’s My Birthday


I don’t think it’s fair to know something that could possibly help someone else and you don’t share it.

What I learn should be shared so that we can start walking more to an enlightened state, rather that ‘base’ thinking we are all doing. I say doing because we post all these wonderful quotes and they’re just that  something someone quoted; we want to sound like we’re wise but our actions tell on us.

I’ve learned it’s not as easy to

walk the talk

but when you do

your life is better

it’s richer

and has more meaning

I learned to eat the meat

and spit out the bones

what’s for me I’ll get

and that life will come to

test you

and you have to know

what you believe in

and how you’re going

to defend that if need

be

I learned that it’s easier

to tell the truth

even though you know

some will be offended

I learned that the

initial shock is

not as bad

as it could be

if told later

I learned that friendships

take time

that we should say

who we are

in the beginning

so our energy

isn’t exasperated

over time

I learned that love is more

than words

it in all it’s forms of

authenticity

is a life force

that can’t be mined

by regret

I learned that you teach people

how to treat you

I learned to tell my truth

I learn to say

how I feel

in a way

so that you understand

Well,

those who are supposed

to will

those who don’t

won’t

I learned that when you love

someone to put your

heart out there

even when it has

been broken

but I learned that

because I learned

how to be

choosy

about who I

allow myself to

love

I learned to trust me

my feelings…..sometimes

make me hesitate

because I don’t

want to offend

but I learned that again,

you teach people how to treat you

when you give in

I learned that I can’t

love you

if I don’t love me

so when I let you

walk all over me

it’s because

I don’t love me

I learned sometimes,

that if it doesn’t mean

something big

I’ll let it slide

but when the

freebies goes unnoticed

and even unchecked

the intensity builds

up

to almost

explosions

I learned

that’s not important

for a lot

of people

but that’s okay too

just not for me

I learned that in order

to remain humble

I can’t always

look for the

praise

you have to keep doing

what got you

there

you have to learn

from it

build on it

and then give it

away…

 To see more you’ll have to purchase your copy of “Pen To Paper~ A Walk Into Destiny” It’s My Birthday Kai Mann © 2014

A Time To Give


I think you think

this is a give and a take

sometimes it is a

give

and sometimes it’s

a take

it’s your turn to give.

~ KaiologyInk

#Kaiology #Kaism #Kai2pointO  Kai Mann © 2014

You Get Used To It


Sometimes you have to do

stuff

that you don’t like

but it’s profitable

for

you

you get to experience

something you

wouldn’t have

if you didn’t

it doesn’t always

feel good

in the beginning

a little disproportionate

til you grow and expand

and begin

to

fill in

places

you were

lacking

or

not as full

you get used to

it

not in a way

that’s repetitive

but in a way

that you

want to be

uncomfortable

and you

don’t

mind

because you want to see

what’s on the other side

~ You Get Used To It, Kai Mann © 2014

#Kaism

listening with my heart


I can see who you trust

and I don’t know

why you don’t

or why you do

maybe one day

you”ll get to

tell me

those are the kind

of conversations

I’d like to have

I’d just like

to sit

and listen

with my heart

leaving my head to lag

behind just a little.

listening with my heart ~  Pen To Paper ~A Walk Into Destiny, Kai Mann © 2014

Put It All Out There


I’m going to just put it all out there

I don’t want to put half of it

out there

and then

it goes well

and then

I don’t know

what got me to it

so I

won’t know

what to keep doing

so I’d rather

just put

it all

out there

at one

time

and

see

what happens….

I See Her


I wasn’t wrong about her

I see her

She is everything

Everything I thought she would be

We can only be someone else

for so long

then we let go…

we have to