InkMann Press Series ~ 2015


2015 came wrapped with numerous lessons, blessings, fulfillment and joy. While there were some difficult moments, 2015 has still been amazing. As today marks the last Tuesday in this year, I contemplate on the wisdom I’ve gained while spending most of my time cultivating and preparing for the next dimension of life.

 

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As hindsight is always 20/20 I see how those lessons will later tie into my life now. I won’t lie and say that the lessons that require you to utilize more faith aren’t the hardest. They are, but when you want more, you realize that you have to do more.  I believe that 2015 brought in a need for everyone to do more. We were all encouraged to do something different from a soul level. A Soul level would require a complete transformation. The soul level always wins out for those who cannot settle. Especially a soul that thinks in dreams with vivid pictures that capture the mind’s eye to allow at any moment a peek into what will be your future if you dare try.

I am proud of the many accomplishments that I’ve made this year. I’ve been granted the opportunity to expand and grow so I did.  And for that I am proud. My creativity and thoughts have expanded because I’ve worked hard to get the lessons. While some areas have grown tremendously, others are still growing. I count it all joy for every experience has been beautiful.

How has your 2015 been? Share some of the lessons you’ve learned with me.

That’s how you do it


We didn’t finish our love story

Somewhere as it was unfolding

I let go

I thought I was ready

I understand that this is what

this season is for

getting back to you

I think I’m falling in love

with you

Slowly

intently

without even really knowing it

I’m falling in love with you

Gently

you made me love you

showing yourself to me

revealing me to me

Opening my heartstrings up wide

for all to see

I don’t even care

but that’s how you do it don’t you

 

Afraid


In the past

I’ve been afraid

Afraid to say “I need more”

thinking that you’d

think I was weak

Been afraid to be ‘happy’

thought I didn’t

deserve it

not really

I never said it

to myself

at least not out loud

but all of my

actions said so

carrying old wounds

scars

bruises

and

bites

like a wounded SOULjah

Every piece of negativity

stuck to me

but I wouldn’t

allow myself

to feel it

so I wore it

like a badge of HONOR

today I’m scraping off

dead skin

and picking sores

I know it sounds gross

it is

I’m letting myself

feel

and

deciding what I

want to do with that emotion

by evoking some

personal healing

“Heal thyself”

is all I

can think

of

it’s not easy though

you have to tell on

yourself

to yourself

be HONEST

and deal from a different

level

you gotta open yourself

more than you ever

have

checking with you

to see how you

feel

so you don’t

get lost

Been lost

a lot

too old for that

don’t have

long enough

for it

either

But I  now choose

“Happy”

I remind myself when I forget. ~ KaiologyInk

#Kaism #Kai2pointO

#grownuplove


that kind of love that doesn’t

want to go another second

let alone minute

to not

have a misunderstanding

that

kind of love that says

lets fix it so it doesn’t

hurt us later. That’s that

kind of love. love so good

make your heart swell

all i do

you do

we do

#grownuplove

#Kaism #Kai2pointO

 

Naked


Sometimes I feel naked

exposed

skin bare

with nothing on it

to lotion

that would soothe

to a piece of linen

but at the next moment

or sometimes

at the same time

clarity will come in

and tell you

“Don’t run”

allow yourself to feel it

experience it

and grow through

it.

I’m on the way

to grown up love

++KaiologyInk++

#Kaism #Kai2pointO

 

Naked

It still is


Love is amazingly

unexplainable

it is all that ever was

and ever

shall be

love is light

not heavy

illuminating

everything

in it’s

path

love is all

there ever

shall be

even what

was

it’s presence

is no longer

in the

past

but it

still

is

Right


they’re all so very different

let’s all work

together

we all do something

different

we’re fighting about

doing something

we aren’t even

supposed to

be

doing

distracted

instead of

focusing

on what

we do and

how we

do it

and let’s use what we

do

to make our own

way

not trying to do what

someone else is

supposed to do

Do your thing

and you don’t

have to mess with

anyone else about

how they do what they’re

doing, either

cause you focusing on what you doing

and you not interested

so it doesn’t matter

right

#KaiologyInk

#Kaism

#Kai2pointO

Talk Tuesday ~ Residuals


Talk to me later

after the residuals

of life

have dropped

off

the ankle

the

wrist

hanging on to your journey

like

dirt on

silver

about to

be

polished

Residuals

not always

good

one would think

because it

remains

it

should

You could do this one of two

ways

pick this up

or

put that down

That’s so hot to me

the need to

resolve issues

right as they happen

addressin’ em’

as to let go

of

Residuals

Sometimes you don’t even

know what you want

until you get it

#KaiologyInk

#Kaism

#Kai2pointO

Let’s love like that


It would be good to have

someone in your life

that totally gets you

You will love to go out

like that

wouldn’t you

someone who loves

all of you but

isn’t afraid to

tell you who

you are

strong enough

to know who

she is

but if you’re

asking all

of that

shouldn’t you

be it

too

How do we grow together

we have to be

heading in

the same

direction

hopefully in the same vicinity of

together for EVER

but we understand

things do

change

let’s love each other

now

because we

can

it feels right

not that slender

slim jim

kinda

feeling

that depth

like that

of

oceans

deep

sea

let’s love like that ~KaiologyInk

#Kaism #Kai2pointO #KaiIsh