Radical Transformation


Shifting isn’t always easy…

It is not easy to change

you have to be in agreement

with it

in order

to do so

otherwise it’s a fight

to the death

but even when you’re in

agreement

sometimes the nakedness

of the change

effects you like cool air

when you’re not feeling

warm & fuzzy

but you want to

be naked

because you know

that the level of

transformation

you’re looking to get

takes radical

change

and a willingness

to be open

and

naked

when it doesn’t feel

so comfortable

Senses Heightened


My sense heightened

I just need a minute to

think

time to get with

self

time to rub my scalp

with my own thoughts

how I feel about

whatever

I need to talk

with me

to see how I feel

just to check

in

it used to overwhelm

me

I kept doing it

then today

I realize

that

I’m getting comfortable

I love this

it touches

me

deep

on the

inside

parts ~ Kaiology #Kaism #Kai2pointO

I Wanna Know


How do you do something

so good

that you weren’t

going to be able to do

anymore

What was the purpose

in that

Did I miss something

Did I get too comfortable

Did I not use the gift

as it was supposed to

be used

was I cursed

like the guy

in the Bible who

hid his talent

hmmmm….I wanna know

Familiar


It’s not that you enjoy

negative feelings

You get used to them

and they begin to

be more comfortable…

Not good

But familiar

Anything else sometimes

isn’t

familiar

but the more unfamiliar

feelings you allow

the more you have something

New

to become

familiar with

In order to replace

that comfort

You have to do something

uncomfortable

 

Maybe You Don’t


LifetimeI had never realize that there are some who don’t care to move forward or do more; that they’re comfortable where they are right now. I used to want to judge but then I realize who am I to judge. What I want, not everybody wants. Many of us want something different. Don’t make you no less. Maybe you are who you are meant but I just know that I was meant for something more. I want to go as far as I can go. I just want to see what it’s like. I was about to say “Don’t you” but then I stopped myself, “Maybe you don’t.”