InkMann Press Series ~ 2015


2015 came wrapped with numerous lessons, blessings, fulfillment and joy. While there were some difficult moments, 2015 has still been amazing. As today marks the last Tuesday in this year, I contemplate on the wisdom I’ve gained while spending most of my time cultivating and preparing for the next dimension of life.

 

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As hindsight is always 20/20 I see how those lessons will later tie into my life now. I won’t lie and say that the lessons that require you to utilize more faith aren’t the hardest. They are, but when you want more, you realize that you have to do more.  I believe that 2015 brought in a need for everyone to do more. We were all encouraged to do something different from a soul level. A Soul level would require a complete transformation. The soul level always wins out for those who cannot settle. Especially a soul that thinks in dreams with vivid pictures that capture the mind’s eye to allow at any moment a peek into what will be your future if you dare try.

I am proud of the many accomplishments that I’ve made this year. I’ve been granted the opportunity to expand and grow so I did.  And for that I am proud. My creativity and thoughts have expanded because I’ve worked hard to get the lessons. While some areas have grown tremendously, others are still growing. I count it all joy for every experience has been beautiful.

How has your 2015 been? Share some of the lessons you’ve learned with me.

No


IMG_20150220_165529Sometimes there are a number

of yeses

and all is good

but there are times

when there are quite

a few nos

and you can’t get distracted

by a ‘no’

know that every ‘no’

is  not actually

a ‘no’

more like a ‘not now’

we always want

to go in

but the best thing

is to be able

to stay

‘in’

so a ‘not yet’

we’ll call it

is giving

you that

something

extra

to come in to

but stay in

until

it’s time

to go to

the next

‘in’

just know that you gotta

learn something

that is

going to solidify

that thing

‘in’

you

#imnotperfect

Let it Rain


{My interpretation}

If he told us to be fruitful

and multiply

he must’ve put seed down

in us in order to do so

when the seed gets water

it is destiny revealed

but until that it is

destiny concealed

There are only two real seasons

seed time

or

harvest time

if your destiny hasn’t been manifested you are in

seed time

you have to die first

before you can bear fruit

I am not normal to the ground

I am in

if it didn’t grow naturally

then it had to be

planted

Did God plant me?

It’s not ordinary

it wouldn’t have happened

by itself

It normally wouldn’t grow

up in this type of

soil

But God says “I’m going to

force it to grow

that’s agriculture

But because God said

“Live”

He forced it to happen

God said “out of the

dry ground”

abuse

turmoil

pain

drugs

confusion

He forced it to happen

You have to understand that

you were planted

Before you had

a Bible

that sperm

out ran the rest

because you

were

planted

It was good that I have

been afflicted

had I not

I would not

know

that Glory of God

I didn’t like it

but I am better

for it

I couldn’t see my way out

cause I was planted

nothing buried

Don’t expect me to stay

buried

I have not been buried

I am planted in it

I may be planted here

but I ain’t staying here

I can’t do it because

I am gay

this is the way I hear it

if you want to know

Maybe if you heard it

like I did

you could understand

No weapon formed can

come against you

if you don’t mind

being different

He just watered my seed…

You can’t get blessed

because you don’t

obey

I have destiny

I have something

concealed in me

just through it out there

don’t judge

you’ll know who’s

got it by the

reaction

wonder who I’d be if I

was watered

There is a responsibility

in every blessing

the word is the water

that’s why it hasn’t

grown

Been trying to figure out

what’s wrong

Now comes the trauma

that the water

brings

the seed has no pain

there’s got to be some

discomfort

watering the seed

is trauma

to the soul

Growth is traumatic

I knew this

but I was hoping

it wasn’t so

you get watered

through exposure

If I was exposed to

what I could

be

I’ll never be the same

again

watering makes you make

changes

you can be watered

by opportunity

it will water

your destiny

exposed.

One man plants

another man waters

God gives the increase

you can’t get the finished

product

without the process

We are going to have some

stories to tell

when we get

there

I don’t owe anybody but

God

water each other

we have to serve

each other

give and it shall be

given to you

pressed down

&

shakin’

together

getting to the next level

ain’t easy

you have to really

have faith

I know this is about

growth

but you’re right

I’m stretching

it hurts to grow

it alienates you

you don’t fit in

people like you

as long as you fit

their standard

but when you outgrow

their environment

they don’t like you

“Goodbye!”

you ought to change too

you use different tools

for seed time

and harvest time

sowing equals weeping

bearing precious seeds

doubtless

you can’t have no doubt

you ca’t have ‘any’ doubt

you got to believe this

for yourself

I was created for this

and I don’t even know

what this iS

I believe it

It is your faith

not anyone else’s

I got to get the right

tools

faith, to bring it in

if I got the faith for it

but I can still bring it

in

No weapon formed against me

shall be able to prosper

I got faith for it

for 2015, I got faith

for it

I gotta “Rejoice”

you might sow it in tears

but you’ll reap in

Joy

can’t be miserable

I gotta snatch me

some joy

This is my NOW

Don’t work where I have not

given you permission

work in the area you’re

permitted

If it doesn’t bother you

anymore

that’s how you

know you’re coming

to the end

of a ‘thing’

it’s time for me to

offer it up

I don’t feel sorry for

myself

I offer it up

work it out

you cannot achieve

the promise

without the

process

the process brings you

to the promise

water what works in your life

Leave those dead bones

alone

you’re coming to a

Season

of

Greatness

Water what’s Divine

in you

Don’t waste the water

water what’s good

what’s just

what’s pure

what’s fruitful

Always look up

Don’t see the living

amongst the dead

God’s going to change me…

 

******KaiologyInk*****  “That’s what I heard” #Kaism #Kai2pointO #KaiologyInk