I see the time winding down
but I still sit
and I wait
my heart wants
to beat
faster
but I slow it
down
teaching it to wait
It’s workin’
but the time
still
ticks
every time it remembers
the time
how close it is
my heart
wants to pant
wants my breathe
to shorten
so I can’t breathe
but I
slow it down
I talk to it
as I talk to
myself
because as the
Heart wants
to speed up
the limbs
want to contract
it wants to ball
up because
the feeling of time
running out
makes you want
to disappear
but you talk
yourself out of it
you said you wanted
to see
what would happen
so…wait, have faith. ~Kai Mann © 2014 Kaiology #Kaism #Kai2pointO