Can’t Bend Any Lower

I didn’t do the best

sometimes I get down

on myself

because it could’ve

been different

I don’t know

if they would’ve

been better

but I know

that I wouldn’t be here

and it’s hard to

enjoy here

when all the buildings

are tumbling

down around me

because the foundation

was shaky from the beginning

It hurts

but I’m not

sure how to even

make it

better

I know that it’s not a loss

cause everything’s possible

but where to start

and what to do

how do we

step up

to the next

level

cause this one

is

old

and I’m tired

of getting down on myself

and I want to heal

but every time

you do that thing

you do

my back seems

to go lower

and I just

can’t bend any

lower

any more.

~Kaiology

#Kaism #Kai2pointO

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