Love sought out like it was a drug
Alone but not lonely though
Mind filled with chatter
somewhere along the lines
the chatter stopped
I don’t know the exact date
I just remember the last time
I remember a time when I
was deep
when my thoughts were deep
Where I thought down to
the reason why I should do something
Or not
I don’t know where I stopped
I just want to be a little more controlled over my thoughts
I want to be able to tell
tell when one starts and the other stops
constant
I just want to make better
better choices in life
I want to hear you when you talk
I don’t want to misunderstand anything you say
I’ve made a lot of mistakes
I’m tired of doing that
I want to do something
different
So I’m listening
I am listening out for your words
I want to feel them so deep
That I know it’s you
I want to listen to myself
When I speak
I don’t want to listen out for the words only
I want to hear what I am saying
So I know what I mean
like you know what I mean
I just want to go a little bit deeper
I don’t mean this in a bad way
I just know that time is short and I want
to do better faster
I don’t want to waste
a minute
wouldn’t it be nice
If the world was that way
Just more real and honest
Happy Birthday to you from Sylvia McClain I did not know it was your birthday
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Thanks Sylvia! Yes, yesterday, October 30th was my birthday. Thank you!
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Thought provoking
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