>Discerning Me

>I am differently being me
I am just happy actually
I am not like him, them, she, or her
I seem quiet not even causing a stir
It’s as if I have just begun to run a race
This time last year I think I was running in place
But today has brought a brand new day
A new me to look at things different anyway
I am still just happy being me
Not trying to be like him or her, you see
My course flows different it seems in every season
I just keep moving along because I know that the Creator knows the reason
He says go left…And I go left!
I learned a long time ago to do what he says cause it helps one’s self
Causes less grief in the long run and plus his plans are so much better
So I keep running this time and following his instructions down to the letter
He says “get up and write this down”
I get up, do what he says but sometimes I still do frown
It’s almost 2am and I ain’t going to complain
I just had a dream about my deceased Mother so he wants me to write through the pain
It’s so funny that I have been praying for wisdom, knowledge, and understanding
And he has done even better than what I asked, as if I was the one commanding
He moved Beautiful Spirits in my life who each possess one or all three
And I feel like I’m sitting at the feet of greatness you see
As I stand next to all my prayers I now get his point
He gives me everything that I ask for and he never disappoints
He is truly teaching me about life using every event
Sometimes he teaches me so much that I can’t even find the words to compliment
He shows me sometimes as I am just about to sit on the throne and judge
How I did something similar so I close my mouth and I don’t even budge
But I think to myself if I could give anything that I have learned
It is that one’s own Spirit one must seek to discern

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