>I No Longer Hold You Hostage

>In secret I wanted to hold you hostage for the things that you have done
But my Spirit told me that you were being used so I blamed the deceitful one
There were times I wanted to make you feel those feelings that I have felt
But when I thought about it I realized with some things I had not dealt
As I try to cleanse my Spirit of the negativity in my past
I’ve realized that its up to me how much longer my strength & endurance will last
I can not allow myself to give in to what is perceived as pain
I must allow the Spirit to wash over me like what purification is to rain
Pressing forward I lift my face towards the beauty of the sky
Others do not understand it and have often asked me why
See its not my place to hold another for what they have done
It is the Creator who can be Judge & Jury and he is the only one
So I let him do what he does and I do what I should
So when it’s time to be blessed I don’t have to knock on any wood