>Careless words mischievously said
Tongues on fire like that of a code red
Harsh diction hardly ever used
Rapid speech unable to be difused
Things spoken but not really meant
Now it’s me that u resent
Time is supposed 2 heal the wound
Apologizing is not good enough it’s just too soon
Reaction 2 the act I just got caught
U thinking more of everyone else is what I thought
Just getting you at home was just not enough
Not having your respect was just too tough
You see it wasn’t them it was you
They were doing what they wanted to do
You allowed dissention among the ranks
They rolled over us like 3 army tanks
Everything was supposed to be business in your head
But what u gave out was like living bread
Not putting a halt to the extra conversation
Them feeling they had a chance and became complacent
U allowed them my fate of disrespect
When the shoe was on the other foot it was you that I protect
Sure things could’ve been handled differently
But why not be patient when u could be free
We never got the chance of quality time or to date
There were hospital runs, drinks with friends, and I did wait
But my time for the fairytale never did begin
I thought to myself what the heck, it’s her that I’ll win
It’s obvious that never came about
Because if u really loved me, that is what u would shout
Not give up on the love of all loves
Like a Heavenly relationship cosigned from up above
"Self-Awareness guidance for those wanting to know more about themselves using metaphysics"
Kai Mann 